Sunday, April 09, 2006 @1:28 AM
Gradually Peaceful
Problems, problems and more problems. Well that's what's been happening for months. Well like what I've stated in my previous post, it's not the problems that really gets on my nerves, but rather the fact that I dun understand why it happened. I felt really cheated by the people around me and by God.
Fortunately things are beginning to take a turn. Taking one step at a time I'm beginning to gradually sort my curiosity out. And gradually peace begins to dwell in me.
Well of course God had been a big part of it no doubt. However, it is the instrument he uses that really melts my heart. Like the chorus of the song "Angel In Disguise" by Corrinne May goes
“Take a look at the ordinary
Don’t need to look at paradise
You could be next to
An angel in disguise”
Well right now…
Next to me…
The angel in disguise…
Is non other than…
The one…
Hmm… Not the only…
Distant cousin of mine…
Joann Natalie Chia…
Thanks a million Jo. First for taking up the courage to sort things out between us and subsequently the never ceasing desire to aid me with the rest of my problems.
Right now it may seem like I’ve just lost something dear and still trying to accept the so called “Bad news”, but really it doesn’t feel as bad as I thought it would have, cos I’m comforted by your efforts to be there for me. If God’s Love ever has a shape, I’d believe it’d look just like you. (Aww… now’s the time to shed a tear)
Love ya distant cousin~!
* Let no one disregard you because you are young *