Tuesday, March 14, 2006 @10:27 PM
Life's T-Junction Take a L or R?
Up & downs... Well it seems for the past mths life has been inevitably down for me. Which actually explains the long break for my blog... I totally lost the zeal to do almost anything (Blogging included of course)... Well yea u can relate the reason as to why I'm here blogging once again to the fact that things may just be improving for me =)
However, I'm still somewhat stuck at this T-Junction. Still unable to decide if I should go L or R... I'm sure all of us have one way or another been in such situations b4... when you've gotta choose between one or the other. There's NO 2 ways about it, it's just either this or that... No such thing as the best of both worlds.
Well yea that what I'm going thru right now, standing in the middle of this T-Junction.. To take a L or R turn? Considering that back-tracking is pointless, I've to choose between these 2..
Well a R turn seems to be the more logical choice, as I seem to understand the situation better and I could somewhat predict it's outcome.. Well with all these factors, I'm definately more comfortable with taking R.. The road seems somewhat clear as far as i can see.. I'm not sure if there'll be a gate for me to unlock along the way.. Even if there will be I do feel I'd able to unlock it..
On the other hand a L turn seems like a total mystery to me. Before I'm actually able to advance any further, there already is a gate right infront of me. Despite the obstacle, I'm somehow exteremly attracted to this route. Through the years I've tried many ways to try to unlock the gate, keys, ram, knock, etc... What I could do I did... Than I thought sheer determination will open the gates... Well it did budge a little... But somehow it requires more than just that... Cos the gates soon locked tightly back together again.. My heart tells me I'm gonna need patience.. Loads of it... And at the end of it.. I'm not even sure if the gates will open... For that seemly low percent chance of success.. Somehow I'm willing to keep trying..
What will the outcome be? I'm not sure.. I'm actually hoping that the gates for the L route will open.. I usually believe in appreciating what one already has, however this time I can't live not knowing what's behind the gates of the L route. Cause only than I'd be able to compare within the 2 routes and decide fairly which to take, I dun wanna rush a decision and regret in the end.
Maybe one day the gates of the L route will open, or maybe my curiosity for L route will die off, I'll come to my senses and just take the R route that was there all along.
One thing's for sure tho... Once I've committed to any one of this route, there's no way I'm turning back to venture on any other route until the journey is complete.